It is so inevitable that people just come and go, they stay for the temporary and they leave when they want to, sometimes even without a goodbye. How do you actually know who to keep as friends and who you don't want to before you end up getting hurt over and over again. Ten years down the road or ten years ago? The words speaks to me so foreign but yet so familiar. Will I have my closest friends or rather best friends who will stay as close together like before? Even though our lives would be totally different and totally world's apart when people feign ignorance? Same goes for relationships, would you believe that a relationship can be kept even if both parties are living totally different lives with totally different timings? I'm trying to get used to it, but fear is inculcating each time, I need genuine love, genuine friendships.
I'm going to start adjusting myself to stay focused in what I supposed to be doing instead of what I intend to do. I'm going to start pushing myself really hard for the final lap to get what I target for. Life's too fragile and short to worry about so many things, things happened too fast, maybe for a reason that one may not realize it now but in the later years to come. I'm battling hard to put myself together to work hard to get what I really want. Since I have full control of my life, I shall take full control of it instead of letting others tell me what to do because they themselves do not even have a life and that gives them a perfect reason to tell others to get a life and even what to do? Hahaha, you're not even my mother why should I listen to you dumbfucks. You're incapable of writing down your names and you deserve to strangle yourself since you do not have a life, you should really shoot yourself down and die or why don't you let me do it :)
It is so inevitable that people just come and go, they stay for the temporary and they leave when they want to, sometimes even without a goodbye. How do you actually know who to keep as friends and who you don't want to before you end up getting hurt over and over again. Ten years down the road or ten years ago? The words speaks to me so foreign but yet so familiar. Will I have my closest friends or rather best friends who will stay as close together like before? Even though our lives would be totally different and totally world's apart when people feign ignorance? Same goes for relationships, would you believe that a relationship can be kept even if both parties are living totally different lives with totally different timings? I'm trying to get used to it, but fear is inculcating each time, I need genuine love, genuine friendships.
I'm going to start adjusting myself to stay focused in what I supposed to be doing instead of what I intend to do. I'm going to start pushing myself really hard for the final lap to get what I target for. Life's too fragile and short to worry about so many things, things happened too fast, maybe for a reason that one may not realize it now but in the later years to come. I'm battling hard to put myself together to work hard to get what I really want. Since I have full control of my life, I shall take full control of it instead of letting others tell me what to do because they themselves do not even have a life and that gives them a perfect reason to tell others to get a life and even what to do? Hahaha, you're not even my mother why should I listen to you dumbfucks. You're incapable of writing down your names and you deserve to strangle yourself since you do not have a life, you should really shoot yourself down and die or why don't you let me do it :)
Tiffany is my name and i love to create happy endings for myself, i'm only interested in romantic boys & i prefer being reserved at times and totally dislike crowds. I love my dogs (Princess, Becky & Ada). At times, i really wish for many things to co-exist & on top of that, i'm extra girlicious & of course, pink is the sex.
I'm the girl next door, I'm frank but blunt and a little crazy at times. I'm a kid at heart and admire beauty & love. 8 December's my big day and I am proud to be a Fairsian. I love Fairytales, Tinkerbell, Princess Sparkles (Pony), Boat Rides, Ferris Wheels, Romantic boys, Shopping, Partying, Dancing, Photography, Fashion, Dining, Sports, My Dogs (Princess, Becky, Ada), My hamster (Xiao Long Bao) & my baby boy, Marcus Seah<3 Wish Upon A Star
To love God with all my heart
To love my family, boyfriend & friends
5 points & below for N levels or at least get promoted
For marcus to keep his promise 10 years from now
To find a suitable church ASAP
To be somebody I wanna become and not what others want me to be
To have an enjoyable trip to America this October
Sweet Sixteen Birthday Party
Tinkerbell & Tiara Tatoo
Tounge & Lip piercing
Juicy Couture Sidekick
Apple Macbook Pro
Gucci Wallet
Pink Cybershot Camera
Hair to grow LONGER for digtal perm again
Flywheel with Marcus
Sentosa, luge with Marcus/friends
Primary 6E & Secondary 2G reunion
Live & Study in Newport, California
Get my braces off!
Get into Ballet class again or Ballroom Jazz!
To get my Happily Ever After
