Running a high fever and I'm writing all these down, why am I doing this? Why the fuck am I getting myself annoyed and hurt for all the wrong reasons? My heart's bleeding like it's been placed in a fucking blender, cold and empty. It's killing me and I hate it. I admit, I am being a bitch at times but that's girls for you. I'm sorry if I've hurt you in any way, causing any distrusts in your life. This is fucked up really. Here am I scribbling my thoughts on this post, I just needed a place to let my thoughts out, really. I don't really have anyone to share my woes with, everyone's been busy, real busy. This is so fucking wrong. Why can't I be happy and stop worrying about so many things? I'm almost to pulling the trigger now, and it hurts so bad. Just yesterday, I was able to share my feelings and managed to make a few things clear, things that has been banging against my head for weeks (I stay wrecked and jealous for this simple reason) Thanks for listening to me and explaining, maybe it's all just me, being a dumb bitch at times. Trying to get my ass to sit down and study, can't believe next week's the Ns. This is ridiculous, I can't put my mind at ease and start mugging. I promised myself to do well so as to prevent myself from being sent away to a foreign land to school. Prelims fucking getting my ass kicked, expected it anyway. Besides, why am i fucking complaining? I didn't put in any effort. Right, today was just so not in the mood and my gastric acted up again. Signed out during recess, thanks for being sweet enough to pick me up and buying me porridge (: It was sweet of you to do but.. haiz. I'm officially gonna lock myself in my room and start studying hard. I need to ace it all, so much for prelims. Totally drained my confidence. Sometimes I wonder so much, how life can be this complicated. This 2008 has nevertheless made me a stronger person, learning to hold back the tears during the hardest time. HAHAHA, life has never been the same for me then. Losing my closest friends, getting my heart bro-ken by a fucker, saying goodbye to my siblings.. I can't hold on any longer. I just need to let go.. let go.. Yay, hello monday blues, you're back for me again. Wake the fuck up, Tiffany.
Running a high fever and I'm writing all these down, why am I doing this? Why the fuck am I getting myself annoyed and hurt for all the wrong reasons? My heart's bleeding like it's been placed in a fucking blender, cold and empty. It's killing me and I hate it. I admit, I am being a bitch at times but that's girls for you. I'm sorry if I've hurt you in any way, causing any distrusts in your life. This is fucked up really. Here am I scribbling my thoughts on this post, I just needed a place to let my thoughts out, really. I don't really have anyone to share my woes with, everyone's been busy, real busy. This is so fucking wrong. Why can't I be happy and stop worrying about so many things? I'm almost to pulling the trigger now, and it hurts so bad. Just yesterday, I was able to share my feelings and managed to make a few things clear, things that has been banging against my head for weeks (I stay wrecked and jealous for this simple reason) Thanks for listening to me and explaining, maybe it's all just me, being a dumb bitch at times. Trying to get my ass to sit down and study, can't believe next week's the Ns. This is ridiculous, I can't put my mind at ease and start mugging. I promised myself to do well so as to prevent myself from being sent away to a foreign land to school. Prelims fucking getting my ass kicked, expected it anyway. Besides, why am i fucking complaining? I didn't put in any effort. Right, today was just so not in the mood and my gastric acted up again. Signed out during recess, thanks for being sweet enough to pick me up and buying me porridge (: It was sweet of you to do but.. haiz. I'm officially gonna lock myself in my room and start studying hard. I need to ace it all, so much for prelims. Totally drained my confidence. Sometimes I wonder so much, how life can be this complicated. This 2008 has nevertheless made me a stronger person, learning to hold back the tears during the hardest time. HAHAHA, life has never been the same for me then. Losing my closest friends, getting my heart bro-ken by a fucker, saying goodbye to my siblings.. I can't hold on any longer. I just need to let go.. let go.. Yay, hello monday blues, you're back for me again. Wake the fuck up, Tiffany.
Tiffany is my name and i love to create happy endings for myself, i'm only interested in romantic boys & i prefer being reserved at times and totally dislike crowds. I love my dogs (Princess, Becky & Ada). At times, i really wish for many things to co-exist & on top of that, i'm extra girlicious & of course, pink is the sex.
I'm the girl next door, I'm frank but blunt and a little crazy at times. I'm a kid at heart and admire beauty & love. 8 December's my big day and I am proud to be a Fairsian. I love Fairytales, Tinkerbell, Princess Sparkles (Pony), Boat Rides, Ferris Wheels, Romantic boys, Shopping, Partying, Dancing, Photography, Fashion, Dining, Sports, My Dogs (Princess, Becky, Ada), My hamster (Xiao Long Bao) & my baby boy, Marcus Seah<3 Wish Upon A Star
To love God with all my heart
To love my family, boyfriend & friends
5 points & below for N levels or at least get promoted
For marcus to keep his promise 10 years from now
To find a suitable church ASAP
To be somebody I wanna become and not what others want me to be
To have an enjoyable trip to America this October
Sweet Sixteen Birthday Party
Tinkerbell & Tiara Tatoo
Tounge & Lip piercing
Juicy Couture Sidekick
Apple Macbook Pro
Gucci Wallet
Pink Cybershot Camera
Hair to grow LONGER for digtal perm again
Flywheel with Marcus
Sentosa, luge with Marcus/friends
Primary 6E & Secondary 2G reunion
Live & Study in Newport, California
Get my braces off!
Get into Ballet class again or Ballroom Jazz!
To get my Happily Ever After
