I don't want this moment to ever end Where everythings nothing without you I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile 'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you
Through it all, I made my mistakes I stumble and fall, but I mean these words
I want you to know With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show And I won't let go
Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt Pieces of memories fall to the ground I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go 'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you
All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go I've come to an end..
But fuck this, fuck that, fuck everything, fuck you. I hate myself.. I hate my life.. no big deal, fucking hell how people treat and judge me.
I don't deserve you, i don't deserve to have friends, i don't deserve this life.. my feelings are all mixed up, I'm just feeling so helpless and moody. I can't help it, those fuckshit feeling hidden behind those smiles, i feel so betrayed. More or less, my blog is still my loyal and only friend I have now.. Maybe i should just get out of the life I'm living now and start everything afresh, a whole new world to seek comfort in, but every time i try, it gets harder to do. I don't feel myself, i don't love myself, i just hate myself. I seek comfort, in the form of tears. I'm not studying, I'm not doing anything worthwhile. I don't recognise myself anymore. What must I do to make my life right again? Will somebody tell me, I try so hard but it never turns out well for me. Everybody's leaving me, and i mean EVERYBODY. I'm more than lonely now, i hate it. I'm officially tainted and broken now. Life's a fucking bitch, i swear.
WILL THE PEOPLE WHO I LOVE, TRUST AND CHERISH THE MOST, STOP HURTING ME ALREADY. PLEASE.
I don't want this moment to ever end Where everythings nothing without you I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile 'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you
Through it all, I made my mistakes I stumble and fall, but I mean these words
I want you to know With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show And I won't let go
Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt Pieces of memories fall to the ground I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go 'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you
All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go I've come to an end..
But fuck this, fuck that, fuck everything, fuck you. I hate myself.. I hate my life.. no big deal, fucking hell how people treat and judge me.
I don't deserve you, i don't deserve to have friends, i don't deserve this life.. my feelings are all mixed up, I'm just feeling so helpless and moody. I can't help it, those fuckshit feeling hidden behind those smiles, i feel so betrayed. More or less, my blog is still my loyal and only friend I have now.. Maybe i should just get out of the life I'm living now and start everything afresh, a whole new world to seek comfort in, but every time i try, it gets harder to do. I don't feel myself, i don't love myself, i just hate myself. I seek comfort, in the form of tears. I'm not studying, I'm not doing anything worthwhile. I don't recognise myself anymore. What must I do to make my life right again? Will somebody tell me, I try so hard but it never turns out well for me. Everybody's leaving me, and i mean EVERYBODY. I'm more than lonely now, i hate it. I'm officially tainted and broken now. Life's a fucking bitch, i swear.
WILL THE PEOPLE WHO I LOVE, TRUST AND CHERISH THE MOST, STOP HURTING ME ALREADY. PLEASE.
Tiffany is my name and i love to create happy endings for myself, i'm only interested in romantic boys & i prefer being reserved at times and totally dislike crowds. I love my dogs (Princess, Becky & Ada). At times, i really wish for many things to co-exist & on top of that, i'm extra girlicious & of course, pink is the sex.
I'm the girl next door, I'm frank but blunt and a little crazy at times. I'm a kid at heart and admire beauty & love. 8 December's my big day and I am proud to be a Fairsian. I love Fairytales, Tinkerbell, Princess Sparkles (Pony), Boat Rides, Ferris Wheels, Romantic boys, Shopping, Partying, Dancing, Photography, Fashion, Dining, Sports, My Dogs (Princess, Becky, Ada), My hamster (Xiao Long Bao) & my baby boy, Marcus Seah<3 Wish Upon A Star
To love God with all my heart
To love my family, boyfriend & friends
5 points & below for N levels or at least get promoted
For marcus to keep his promise 10 years from now
To find a suitable church ASAP
To be somebody I wanna become and not what others want me to be
To have an enjoyable trip to America this October
Sweet Sixteen Birthday Party
Tinkerbell & Tiara Tatoo
Tounge & Lip piercing
Juicy Couture Sidekick
Apple Macbook Pro
Gucci Wallet
Pink Cybershot Camera
Hair to grow LONGER for digtal perm again
Flywheel with Marcus
Sentosa, luge with Marcus/friends
Primary 6E & Secondary 2G reunion
Live & Study in Newport, California
Get my braces off!
Get into Ballet class again or Ballroom Jazz!
To get my Happily Ever After
