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Monday, July 21, 2008


Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby


I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away


I'm so sick and tired of many things in my life now. I just hate everything, i hate the way i wake up in the morning with my sleepy eyes and dreadful eyebags and just drag myself to school. Monday blues, it came haunting right at me today and what made my day worst? The rain, yes. It got me late for school and it definitely made me sleep in almost all my classes. This is just madness because my prelims' in 2 weeks and yes, i am happily sleeping and stoning in class that i might even have dreams during intervals of my periods in school. This is awesome because i am not absorbing any fuckshit during lessons, someone shoot me down.

I noticed the way you looked at her, the expression you give when you talk about her and the change of mood after you saw her. It explains it all, you got to admit there's more to it than a misunderstanding. You may say that i'm too paranoid, but after today, it explains it all. Our quarrel was not supposed to be this bad but it may be your mood that changed everything. I'm really disappointment and fucking depressed now. What the fuck am i supposed to do now? Maybe i'm just not good enough for you, i'm a lousy girlfriend. I can never make things right. My life's a mess and i really need time to do something about it. I may act like i do not care, but deep down inside my very heart, i do care. It's really up to you to believe me, deep down inside, spells your very name, i need you as much as you need me. But baby, it's only a matter of time. I don't want to get hurt again, i really don't. Everything is revealing to me now, crystal clear.

Dear God, my uncle is going for a lung operation tomorrow afternoon. Doctors have found a tumour in his lung and it's really cancerous. Although we are not extremely close, but i'm still his niece and i hope you will have mercy on him and that he may have a smooth operation. Please pray for my uncle. All these that is happening makes me ponder hard, how life is so unpredictable and words and feelings are just inevitable. It pains me so hard that somehow i wish my heart has no feelings or either way, i will not be able to feel anything, anymore.

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep.


7/21/2008 08:41:00 PM | back to top

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