I woke up at 9 in the morning today and my air-conditioner was running at 18 degrees, it was one cold bitch. You know, somehow, i have always wonder if there's gonna be a day when i don't have a single thing to complain about. Yes, i am a complain queen, everybody is :D For one reason, complaining has soon long grown in my genes, teeehee.
Somehow, i really wonder when my mind will be care-free, it seems to be busy worrying about every little shit in my life. For this fucking record, i totally wish i could black-out for a split-second, yes, it will be fucking awesome. I have just no idea, what i actually want now. I'm not an easy person, it take me really long to decide what i want to eat and it goes the same for what my heart really wants too. Sadly, my heart's on vacation now. It'll come back next summer, it needs a long break after it's terrible aches, teehee. Yes, i admit: I.Have.No.Life
Moving on, it has dawned on me that i need a good summer break and i mean a GOOD one. Recently, it is obvious that i am drawn in confusion. But, i honestly know what i actually want now, I'm just really afraid and scared to take the leap again. I know, I'm just running away but even if this is what i want, is this what you want? Even if you say so, I'm not too sure about it. I just need lots of time, LOTS. For the very first time, in a long while, I'm really happy today. Although, at the end of the day, you ask yourself, "was this for real?" Probably, i need you to prove it to me that you're serious, cause i don't feel it yet. I want this to last, i want this to be the reason for my smile and i want this to do us good. I just cannot afford another heartbreak, it carries to much, too much. If you really love me, prove it.
I woke up at 9 in the morning today and my air-conditioner was running at 18 degrees, it was one cold bitch. You know, somehow, i have always wonder if there's gonna be a day when i don't have a single thing to complain about. Yes, i am a complain queen, everybody is :D For one reason, complaining has soon long grown in my genes, teeehee.
Somehow, i really wonder when my mind will be care-free, it seems to be busy worrying about every little shit in my life. For this fucking record, i totally wish i could black-out for a split-second, yes, it will be fucking awesome. I have just no idea, what i actually want now. I'm not an easy person, it take me really long to decide what i want to eat and it goes the same for what my heart really wants too. Sadly, my heart's on vacation now. It'll come back next summer, it needs a long break after it's terrible aches, teehee. Yes, i admit: I.Have.No.Life
Moving on, it has dawned on me that i need a good summer break and i mean a GOOD one. Recently, it is obvious that i am drawn in confusion. But, i honestly know what i actually want now, I'm just really afraid and scared to take the leap again. I know, I'm just running away but even if this is what i want, is this what you want? Even if you say so, I'm not too sure about it. I just need lots of time, LOTS. For the very first time, in a long while, I'm really happy today. Although, at the end of the day, you ask yourself, "was this for real?" Probably, i need you to prove it to me that you're serious, cause i don't feel it yet. I want this to last, i want this to be the reason for my smile and i want this to do us good. I just cannot afford another heartbreak, it carries to much, too much. If you really love me, prove it.
Tiffany is my name and i love to create happy endings for myself, i'm only interested in romantic boys & i prefer being reserved at times and totally dislike crowds. I love my dogs (Princess, Becky & Ada). At times, i really wish for many things to co-exist & on top of that, i'm extra girlicious & of course, pink is the sex.
I'm the girl next door, I'm frank but blunt and a little crazy at times. I'm a kid at heart and admire beauty & love. 8 December's my big day and I am proud to be a Fairsian. I love Fairytales, Tinkerbell, Princess Sparkles (Pony), Boat Rides, Ferris Wheels, Romantic boys, Shopping, Partying, Dancing, Photography, Fashion, Dining, Sports, My Dogs (Princess, Becky, Ada), My hamster (Xiao Long Bao) & my baby boy, Marcus Seah<3 Wish Upon A Star
To love God with all my heart
To love my family, boyfriend & friends
5 points & below for N levels or at least get promoted
For marcus to keep his promise 10 years from now
To find a suitable church ASAP
To be somebody I wanna become and not what others want me to be
To have an enjoyable trip to America this October
Sweet Sixteen Birthday Party
Tinkerbell & Tiara Tatoo
Tounge & Lip piercing
Juicy Couture Sidekick
Apple Macbook Pro
Gucci Wallet
Pink Cybershot Camera
Hair to grow LONGER for digtal perm again
Flywheel with Marcus
Sentosa, luge with Marcus/friends
Primary 6E & Secondary 2G reunion
Live & Study in Newport, California
Get my braces off!
Get into Ballet class again or Ballroom Jazz!
To get my Happily Ever After
