Sunday, June 29, 2008

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.


For the fucking record, when we were together, did you cherish and hold on to me like you say you would? Did you at least try to please me more than getting angry over small things? When i left you, did you even turn back to save this relationship or at least tried to? Did you send me messages to let me know you still cared and i was still special? (When i even thought you were someone special, indeed.) Typed out a fucking long mail just for you, pouring out my heart's greatest thoughts, did you even choose to reply me? Apologizing more than i should, was that appreciated? I did more than I should. Calling you over and over again, did you bother to pick your cellphone up? Trying my best to save this last bit of friendship, but to no avail, you treat me invisible. Broke my heart, you thought it was too much so why did you choose to ignore me? Do you know how hurt was I, did you know? Did you? You were my fucking first true love, how could you just choose to escape the mess we created? You have NO right to say that this is all my fault and the reason why you have been busy with your life is because you do not give a fucking shit about us anymore. And not because you have been sad over us. People say time heals everything, so if now you're happy with your life without me, why shouldn't I be doing my thing out there, it's my life damn right.

And for this fucking record, I did not leave you for someone else, you drove me away, leaving me all alone. Was i suppose to wait for you? This is why you'll labelled selfish. If you think you regretted, then explain why you held on for 1 year and 3 months, why? If you say you do not care, neither do I anymore. Mistakes, plain mistakes? You made that decision a year ago, so don't start to push the blame. I want this friendship still, do you? I am the one you denied. If you and your friends hate me for being who I am, then alright, I hate you too :)

You were the one I loved, the one thing that i tried to hold on to..

6/29/2008 02:05:00 PM | back to top

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.


For the fucking record, when we were together, did you cherish and hold on to me like you say you would? Did you at least try to please me more than getting angry over small things? When i left you, did you even turn back to save this relationship or at least tried to? Did you send me messages to let me know you still cared and i was still special? (When i even thought you were someone special, indeed.) Typed out a fucking long mail just for you, pouring out my heart's greatest thoughts, did you even choose to reply me? Apologizing more than i should, was that appreciated? I did more than I should. Calling you over and over again, did you bother to pick your cellphone up? Trying my best to save this last bit of friendship, but to no avail, you treat me invisible. Broke my heart, you thought it was too much so why did you choose to ignore me? Do you know how hurt was I, did you know? Did you? You were my fucking first true love, how could you just choose to escape the mess we created? You have NO right to say that this is all my fault and the reason why you have been busy with your life is because you do not give a fucking shit about us anymore. And not because you have been sad over us. People say time heals everything, so if now you're happy with your life without me, why shouldn't I be doing my thing out there, it's my life damn right.

And for this fucking record, I did not leave you for someone else, you drove me away, leaving me all alone. Was i suppose to wait for you? This is why you'll labelled selfish. If you think you regretted, then explain why you held on for 1 year and 3 months, why? If you say you do not care, neither do I anymore. Mistakes, plain mistakes? You made that decision a year ago, so don't start to push the blame. I want this friendship still, do you? I am the one you denied. If you and your friends hate me for being who I am, then alright, I hate you too :)

You were the one I loved, the one thing that i tried to hold on to..

6/29/2008 02:05:00 PM | back to top